Some days you wake up with a sense of calm you don’t normally feel. There’s no urgency in your step. No jitter in your voice. Things seem to fall into place.
It’s days like that. Days like today. That make me nervous.
Yesterday went so well, I would normally be convinced the worst is going to rain on me today.
But when I woke up this morning – I felt calm still.
I wonder why that is?
I think I’m starting to feel more centered. I feel independent. I feel sure. I feel ready. And most importantly — I fear less. This is huge, since the last five or six years of my life have been guided by fear and worry.
I have been drug free for a year as of today.
Maybe that’s why. Maybe that’s guiding me now.
